


50th golden wedding anniversary cake topper nice 50th Wedding Anniversary Party Favor Their Kiss is 50th Wedding Anniversary Decoration Ideas 2015 50th Wedding Anniversary Cake Decorations Golden Wedding Polkadot parties 50th wedding anniversary LIFE IS SO CRAZY! I could write my feelings forever but to everyone who has lost someone very dear all we can do is hold on to what we have left and take one day at a time. That was older sister's only child and I feel for her so much as bad as it hurts me to loose him as my nephew, but for her to loose a child my heart is forever wounded by these lost that we have endured. My nephew whom was like my little brother who I loved so much he was only five years younger than me was shot and killed five weeks after we buried my mother. Autopsy shows she had blockage, but no one knew she had anything going on because she looked and acted fine. I really do not want to get to much into detail but my mother passed in her sleep very unexpectedly. sometimes I wonder if I will ever be the same, I feel so empty without my mommy. This has been and still is a very trying time for my family and I. I lost my mother and nephew within five weeks apart in 2010. They have a very hard road ahead of them and I know it has to be tearing them up inside. And if it were me I don't think that I could carry on. I feel that there pain must be unbearable. But my nephews and niece lost their mother and father.

When I am down and hurting I always remember that I lost a sister. I can not image what they are going through. The reason I am here and typing is my sister and her husband had 5 children. They will be in my heart forever along with the pain that I don't think will ever go away. I was still hurting from my pops death and I lose my sister. A drunk driver hit and killed them on Memorial Day 05-28-2012. Nine months later I lost my only sister and brother in law in a Motorcycle accident.

I lost my dad last year on my birthday 08-25-65.
